Gosh darn, everytime I talk to someone about love, or something like it, I get down and down and hit the ground. Freaking CHICKENS MAN! I wish that everyone didn't leave me when I needed someone to be there. It pisses me off that I'm just someone to hang out with when he's not fun or he's busy or shit like that. Fuck, you apologize but I didn't really say that I accepted it, afterall, you'll probably do it again. As you always have. I wish that my friends were more considerate towards my feelings. I think that October has got to be one of the worst months of the year. Nothing that we do is ever fun enough. Go fucking make out with your boyfriend. It's never a friend thing, you're always with him. Leave April, you always do. No matter how many times I tell you this, you never get it do you?! Why do you do this to me? Gosh, sometimes I wish that I didn't ever have friends so it wouldn't be hard when noone's there for me. I hate this, I hate you, I hate it all sometimes.