freeway-collision

Gosh darn, everytime I talk to someone about love, or something like it, I get down and down and hit the ground. Freaking CHICKENS MAN! I wish that everyone didn't leave me when I needed someone to be there. It pisses me off that I'm just someone to hang out with when he's not fun or he's busy or shit like that. Fuck, you apologize but I didn't really say that I accepted it, afterall, you'll probably do it again. As you always have. I wish that my friends were more considerate towards my feelings. I think that October has got to be one of the worst months of the year. Nothing that we do is ever fun enough. Go fucking make out with your boyfri

Could we return to the times we were so alike and everyone knew each other? Could we go back to the times when everyone was still friends? Would we still be "us" if some things changed, even just alittle? Gosh, it's so sad how fast we're growing up and changing. I mean, I know change is inevitable but come on, must it happen so soon? I guess I should just let it be and go with the flow but how can I when I'm the only one who's staying. How the time leaves us lost and broken. How time heals our wounds and brings us back. I hope that we all have a great future in store...I hope we still are friends.

Oh my gosh, just when I thought it was going away, something I read kicked me in the fucking ass. Holy Jeez, I don't even know why I felt so bad when I was reading it. Damn, it was like someone stabbing me. I am so overdramatic. I hate you, I wish that I had a song to listen to, so I can be so mad and hate you more than I think I do already. Gosh, when will I ever grow the fuck up. *sigh* I need a hug and someone to talk to. NVM, I'm making a mountain out of a molehill. It's bad enough I never see you, let alone talk to you. Fuck.